“You’re not going to get a job. There are no jobs. You would have to be super human. If you’re not going to work hard, don’t waste my time.”
It was the spring of 1974, there were no jobs. When I applied, there were thousands of applications for just two jobs.
But he was the first teacher that made me feel like a genius. That I had value and purpose in the world. He got me involved with outdoor education. Maslinoff made me want to be the best teacher I could be.
Later came a former Marine become art professor at LSU, Rutkowski was an extraordinary art teacher who gave us very challenging assignments. Once he ripped a ten foot long sheet of paper from a six food wide roll of news print mounted high on one wall. He was scary. Swiftly moving around the room, twisting, crumpling it into a paper sculpture he said: “Now draw it.”
His 3 hour lab art course included critique days. We’d been working charcoal on twenty four by 36 inch sheets which were now 25 charcoals posted around the classroom. He started with one piece from a part time student, a retired 72 year old woman whose work had an etherial, DaVinci-like quality. He turned to her after critiquing her work: “You should be here full time.”
Coming next to my work, he ripped it off the wall, crumpled it, trashed it, flung it down, stomped and ground it into the floor. There was a collective gasp but he said not a word instead going on to critique the next piece. Mortified I sat with over two hours of lab left, but stayed. I was the last to leave when he stopped me and said quietly: “You don’t belong here, you belong in the School of Design across campus.”
Positive comments on my skill were rare and when they did occur I’d brush them off in disbelief looking for other reasons why a teacher would compliment my work.
Early on I lacked agency, self confidence. So why did I believe Rutkowski? After class I acquired the Design School Catalog, studied their courses and enrolled in their program, became a designer, and launched my own design firm, that came to have four Fortune 500 clients. Thank you Mr. Rutkowski.
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